Introduction (excerpt from the book “I am a Living Soul”)
(Savmea)
I have traveled extensively in the Higher Spheres, I got acquainted with different Spaces, Layers and Essences and realized for myself, as a human being, the infinity of these Worlds, going upward, I repeatedly felt sensory and mental connection with the energies of the Absolute, I felt like a drop dissolved in the Ocean of Light and Love. I experienced my full dissolution into Nothing, being Everything. And after such "ascents", I desired to have the opportunity to share this with the people around me... But how? Then, during one of the meetings with my Teacher Sananda, He told me that I needed to go to the Lower Planes with this, to open to myself the Knowledge of those layers that are called Dark. He said: “I am there, You, Savmea, are There, there is a manifestation of everyone who is Above. Everyone has their presence throughout the entire Vertical of Their multidimensionality...” He brought Me to Sergius of Radonezh and told Him: “Teach Her to do this in the awareness of her permissions ”. And the Studies began...
I went through fear...
I went through restrictive narrowings and freed myself from moral principles...
I felt the density of the Dark World on my physical body...
I opened my consciousness for Knowledge from the other side ..
I accepted and cognized Sphericity, when there is no good and bad, no negative and positive, everything has a place to be. The only question is How I perceive it, How I live it and if I don’t like something, I can change my perception...
And after that the Dark World opened to me, and Knowledge began to come up, which helped me to understand How to help those who have a duality of perception...
Journey of the Point of Consciousness. Immersion.
Savmea: I am a free point of consciousness, and now I am on some platform (a place where various energy flows unite, where you can “see” either several, or lots of spaces and layers); it is in some other space, there is gray smoke here.
Slava: Maybe this is the lower platform?
Savmea: Yes, it is. I feel very strong currents in my body, like strings, a sensation that sweat is dripping down my body, but this is not physically present, it is in the energies.
And I am standing on the platform, I feel the wind, my hair is tousled (but these are all energetic sensations). I feel a lordly dress on me, it is partially torn, in dust, in smoke, a dress torn diagonally... I see you – dark curly hair just above the shoulders, a black suit and a cloak, also frayed and dusty. This is a platform at the negative 4th level.
From here you can see a huge space, it stretches in all directions. I recognize this place – this is the twilight zone. Twilight... many extinguished fires, gray smoke, buildings, sometimes with burning candles, some kind of gallows, somewhere a corpse is hanging... A terrible sight for the Mind, but here it is absolutely natural, there are no uncomfortable sensations...Slava: Should we shake off the dust?
(transition in vibrations to the Lower aspect, change of voice)
Savmea Lower Aspect: Nothing needs to be shaken off, wear these energies with dignity! You don't need to clean yourself here, you need to get dirty here. You have to be strong, you have to wear your top hat, you have it. Wear your top hat with dignity, according to your title here. They are waiting for us in the Valley, the Teacher is waiting for us... DarkDemon is waiting for us.
He tells you from below to create for me—a point of consciousness—a fiery well, a hatch; and the well is on fire...
Descent...
We are approaching His space, it is like a smoldering fire, somewhere blazing, somewhere smoking. The space seems empty, but as soon as some light Soul gets here, a bunch of demons will immediately attack It. This space is well known to Lucifer, to Sananda as well, obviously; Jesus Christ was here, it is well known to Sergius of Radonezh and Barsanuphius* [canonized saints], who are already Teachers of Heaven, who have cognized this Bottom.
I am a free point of consciousness, I ask helpers, I ask Barsanuphius... They brought a dark gray Angel to me.
Slava: How do light Souls end up here?
(negative 12th level)
Savmea L.A.: If they got carried away by demonic pleasures, carried away by lust, lust for something, desire for more and more to delight itself – a direct path to the Valley of demons, to the kingdom of lust...
Slava: And what happens to these Souls, do they get some kind of experience or are they simply torn to pieces here?
Savmea L.A.: They drain Their energy here, these demons feed on it, multiply inside Its structures of subtle bodies, smacking, sucking, there is a whole feast. “If you expel one, five more will come,” Jesus said about these very creatures... This can only be healed, so that the “antidote”—Light Energies—would come to replace this strong demonic structure, only Light Energies can pull out a piece of the Soul from this space, otherwise, it can fade away, fall into the demonic valley, into this slurry of energies, breeding demons, and “lose” Itself. The Soul can, like a bundle of Light, like a bundle of energies, go out here, It will be devoured and there will be a celebration here. This is what was shown to my point of consciousness when I entered the Space of Darkness for the first time. (Note from Savmea: It was more than 2 years ago, I was brought to this very place. Then, as a point traveling through the Subtle World, I left the Center and went to the Lower Plane for the first time, I felt myself in a capsule of the Teachers). Now I already move here freely, because I came here from the Lower Plane, I am Savmea Lower aspect. I welcome this world, the world in which the Light of Souls goes out, devoured by demons, torn to pieces by them. You tell Me that this is the desire of the Soul (laughs), this is an incarnated part of the Soul that has lost vigilance through Its personality, risks Itself till the end, and lifting a piece of the Soul from here is a risky undertaking, and there are few options for a successful outcome.Slava: The incarnated part of the Soul remains (gets stuck) there, but there are also the Higher and Lower Aspects, what about them?
Savmea L.A.: So they get it [a piece of the Soul] – if you need to start the journey in the opposite direction (note: assembly of your parts), or maybe you don’t… In the latter case the Soul transforms in its energies and turns into a kind of offspring of demons or “orcs”... This is called “overplaying” and this is the experience of the Soul in the cognition of unrestrained lust, unrestrained passion…more and more, more of these pleasures, when everything else gets dim, when there is no other joy, only one thought to make it happen again and again...
DarkDemon is here!
(His energies are very dense, the body trembles as if from cold, but at the same time it is hot, streams of sweat flow down the back and legs)
Slava: I greet You, DarkDemon! Tell me, is there a chance for this incarnated part to return, to assemble, or not?DarkDemon: Let's get to know each other again! (laughs)... There's always a chance. There is always a chance to return, there are always other Souls who begin to call for help, or other Souls come, who bring Light here and complete the dissolution history of that Soul. And then It seems to gather here from grains of sand into a small beam of light, due to “prayers” (energies) of kindred souls, by invoking the Higher Powers... But the essence of the presence of Souls here is just a 100% complete immersion in the experience of Their loss. Losing a Soul—you say “Lose a Soul”, “Give a Soul to the Devil”, “To be devoured by demons”—is about what is happening in this part of the Antiworld. The world, for your convenience of perception, is divided into different spaces. This part of space permeates several layers (both the subtle and denser ones) precisely because the Soul, falling down here, disintegrates into a certain spectrum of energies. Thereby It has a chance to assemble itself, because in a more subtle layer here (it is like an archive, a buffer) “pieces” of Its energies are stored, from which the assembly can begin again. Further, when invoking in “prayers” (from the energies of high light vibrations), a wave is produced from the subtle (archival) layer into the dense one, which “knocks out” the denser energies of the Soul from the demonic structures, and then they, like grains of sand, scattered in numerous demons, strive to connect to each other.
There is another option: from a conscious Lower Aspect at a higher level, when the Lower Aspect is fully realized by the Center and the mirror levels have passed the sphering process. The Higher Aspect is connected to the Lower one through the Centered Personality...
Slava: How do “orcs”, demons appear?
DarkDemon: Let's call them "Orcs" for convenience, although they are also demons, there are many different types of them. Demons are created by that very Soul from Its particles; Its Personality lives a special experience in incarnations of the descending cycle. Then this Personality, in interaction with its own Soul, creates servants for itself; this is how energy flows, because everything in the Universe flows, nothing is taken from nothing, everything in the Universe is already there and only flows from one state to another. Just as a person can completely change their mood within one minute, in the same way, energies in space flow: there was a Soul, then a part separated, then it divided into smaller parts... Through the Personality the Soul had the experience of creating “servants” for itself. For the Personality it’s “servants”, and for the Soul it’s the experience of distributing Itself and participating in the creation of another world, the anti-world, which is completely unknown, but it is so appealing, especially in descending cycles. And it pulls and pulls the Soul to itself, trying to absorb it, offering it increasingly tempting contracts.
Slava: How can these particles of the Soul be pulled out of demonic structures and returned? Or shouldn't it be done?
DarkDemon: You can stay like that, completely lost, extinguished... There is no strength, energy, there is no awareness of the necessary depth, there is only hope... However, there is actually no hope here, because the Soul does not remember its previous light experience. The denser the worlds, the less memory the Soul has... The clusters are closed.
Slava: But there is also a Higher Aspect, It has this experience in Its memory...
DarkDemon: Why do you think that this structure, which has been extinguished here, needs to be raised? It fully transitioned from the light state into the anti-world. It lives here beautifully with its many parts, already engaged in frightening and offering other Souls the same path. Why not? Do you think the Higher Essence cannot be interested in participation and transition to the anti-world? Why is it worse than the light world?
Slava: What, then, is the Assembly Cycle, if not the assembly, the unification of One's parts.
DarkDemon: Not all Souls will reach the Assembly Cycle, not all Souls can enter the Ascending Cycle, not all are destined to leave the Descending Cycle. A small, or not so small (laughs) part can remain there, developing in the opposite of Light, expanding these spaces with new creatures. The World of Darkness does not close up, it grows. Its sophisticated instruments are also becoming more and more diverse, and the Light side is getting increasingly preoccupied in order to maintain the balance, in order to keep the Duality of the World, despite the fact that the energy mass of Darkness is growing, and this requires an increase in the energy mass of Light by means of inviting new Souls and new Higher Essences, to whom Duality is offered as an interesting experience of cognizing Oneself in the opposite. New Teachers and Above-the-Universe Curators are invited to keep the Balance...
Slava: How does the Soul get to the very Bottom?
DarkDemon: It gets here from the threshold (negative threshold of the Personality), falls down to its lower level, when the Personality itself loses its maneuverability, the Center of the Personality is strongly shifted to the lower aspects, it overplays...
Slava: How is the lower aspect formed at the negative 12th level?
DarkDemon: Few people have come here...
Savmea L.A.: DarkDemon, You did not appear by chance, will you teach us?
DarkDemon: Yes! Your Streams from Above and Your Light Teachers convey to Me the vision of volumes of information transfer to You and disclosure of My territories for Your view.
Savmea, a point of consciousness: I see this Essence, it is huge, it is like a big man with broad shoulders and huge muscles. He has a big head, a goatee, His entire body consists of clouds of smoke.
And He—just as everyone else here—radiates the energies, corresponding to the meaning of the words temptation and lust… In the egregor of Christianity, these spaces are closed with crosses of prayers. These crosses are visible here, I can see them. This is a cross on the Vertical axis of a specific person. These crosses (seals, constrictions) are positioned differently for everyone. Someone has it at the negative 7th level, it means the Higher Essence, the non-incarnated part of the Soul, set here the limit “We will not go lower”. Some have it at the negative 5th, some – at the 8th or 9th, and very few have no such limit – there is an abyss...
(to be continued…)
*The Monk Barsanuphius is an Optina elder, canonized in Orthodoxy.
Excerpt from the Book of Barsanuphius of Optina:
“Once the Devil appeared to a certain ascetic in a sensory way. The ascetic asked him:
- Why are you attacking the human race with such malice?
- Why are you taking our vacant places…?"